Today was beautiful.
It was almost dreamlike.
I felt wind against my skin and the warm sun in my face.
I closed my eyes, tilting my head towards the sky, enjoying this very moment.
Winter lasted too long and now that it's gone I am realizing how much I have missed and longed for this.
I want to feel alive. I am trying to change. Let go of my bad habits. Become a better person. I am sick of feeling sorry for myself. I am the player in my own life.
I can get up if I fall down. Life will always be tough. I am a warrior. I can fight against anything and anyone and especially fight for the ones I love.
Today felt like a beautiful, long lost memory.
I have missed feeling like this.